eternal peace

My time will come and I have to do everything to get closer to God. I want to rest knowing that I am at peace with God.

My family decided that we will no longer see the doctor. We are not millionairs. We cannot afford Pet Scan and Chemo therapy. My personal decision is go with alternative medicine. I thank Mami T for giving me advice that might help cure me. I would like to thank a Youtube Documentary- National Geographic Cancer documentary. The show gave me hope and I will follow all the tips just to keep me healthy.

As of the moment all I have is my faith and my motivation to be better ( health wise ).
I know that God will help me heal. God is always good.

chemo and I

I will undergo Chemo Therapy  but before that I would need a PET scan which would cost 75,000 php. I have no Idea where we will get the money and aside from that the Chemo might cost around a million.

I am not sure if I should continue this. My personal choice is not to go with Chemo and let nature take it course, But of course my mother will not agree on my decision.

This is my fate. My destiny and as of this moment I don't know what to do.