beauty and the best

I am honored and flattered that I am one of the chosen few to stay on the account, but for now I will have to say no. I'll be back next year, Is just that I really need to rest. Na-enjoy ko naman yung kumpanya. I just can't commit on something na hindi ko naman mapapanindigan. I hope you understand, and my decision is best for everyone. Thank you.

best gift this year

Yung binangit mo sa harapan ng iba na..." Na-Miss kita! ".Nag jelly-ace siguro yung patay na patay sayo'..siya rin yung taong mahilig na intrigahin tayo pero wala naman talaga..wish ko lang... Salamat, kinilig ako... Isa  sa mga best christmas gift na natangap ko...kung alam mo lang kung ano talaga totoong nararamdaman ko para sayo. Di pwede hangang jan lang ako...I dare not cross the line. Thank you, sana magka-bonding ulit tayo, bago tayo tuluyang maghiwalay ng landas. You're one of my inspiration/motivation na tapusin tong shit na trabaho natin.

Thank you.

philippines wins 4th crown in miss tourism international 2017

Location: Johor Bahru, Malaysia

Number of candidates: 46

Pageant date: December 6, 2017

Pageant edition: 20th 

Placement: Winner

Congratulations Jan Jannie Loudette Vicencio Alipo-on for winning our 4th crown in Miss Tourism International this 2017! . Congratulations to us the Philippines!!!

Grabe, Petmalu! Yun lang ang masasabi ko!

asian domination 2017

Truly, Asia dominated the beauty pageant scene this year!

Super petmalu! Rise, specially South-East Asian Beauties!

Miss Supranational 2017: Korea: Jenny Kim

Miss Earth 2017: Philippines: Karen Ibasco

Miss International: Indonesia: Kevin Lilliana

Miss World: India: Manushi Chhillar

Reina Hispanoamericana: Philippines: Teresita Marquez

wyn wyn is the biggest winner

For me si Wyn Wyn Marquez is the Biggest winner sa mga pinay beauty queens this year.

Why? Simply because never sumagi sa isip ko na she could bag the crown of Riena hispanoamericana. Great honor! First time natin sa pageant naito' And we did it! Thanks to this Little Firecracker! I'm a fan now!

1rst runner up is- Rachel Peters, Although Mi-Nary Jane Lastimosa sya at prini-vent makapasok sa top 5. Kasi, pag nangyari yun ay sure ball ang panalo. Iba rin tong Miss Universe, para-paraan rin.

Well, great job Rachell Peters, Ikaw ang Miss Universe namin ngayong 2017.

2nd Runner up is-  Karen Ibasco- Although, hindi rin ako masaya na sya ang nanalo, dahil unfair naman talaga sa ibang bansa na nag effort at umasa na masungkit ang korona. Naisip ko rin na parang ganti narin natin to sa mga pageants na patuloy ang pananabotahe satin' katulad ng Miss World at Miss Grand International na panay ka-Aswangan ang prino-promote. Pero, kung papanoorin mo ang total performance ni Karen ay karapat dapat naman talaga sya, yun nga lang sana sa 2018 nalang sya nanalo.

3rd Runner up is- Mariel De Leon, Although ayaw ko talaga sa kanya, you have to give credits to this girl, after ma un-placed sa Miss international eh, laban parin si girl sa mga paniniwala nya. Nakaka-bilib rin ang tatag nya.

ph wins miss asia global 2017

Location: kerala, India
Number of candidates: ?
Pageant date: November 21, 2017
Pageant edition: ?

Placement: Winner

Congratulations Mary Eve Adeline Escoto for Winning our

first ever crown of  Miss Asia Global .
Congratulations to us the Philippines!!!!! 

m. silahis

Hindi ko na nagawang i-break yung invinsible wall na pumapagitna sa atin. Alam kong pagnalaman mo kung anong tunay na nararanmdaman ko sayo eh, katapusan na ng frienship natin. Our friendship is the only thing that keeping me close to you. Pagnasatabi kita pakiramdam ko kaya kong lagpasan at tapusin tong contractual na trabahong ito. In short iniispire mo akong pumasok. Although bihira na tayong magkita eh nasisiyahan parin ako, alam kong makikita parin kita sa floor paminsan

Song: Last flight out- plus one.

philippines wins 4th miss earth crown!

Location: Manila, Philippines

Number of candidates: 86

Pageant date: November 4, 2017 

Pageant edition: 17th 

Placement: Winner

Congratulations Karen Ibasco for Bagging our 4th Miss Earth crown. Honestly ayaw ko talagang manalo siya, gawa ng host country tayo at sunod-sunod ang pagka panalo natin sa Miss Earth. Well everyone can see that you are truly deserving. Well lagi rin naman tayong ninanakawan ng korona, best example yang Miss World. I hate Miss World pageant!

Congratulations to us the Philippines!!!

petmalu 2.0

Yung iisa na ngalang mata mo nagka eye infection pa. Nyetang buhay to, papasok tuloy ako sa office ng  naka-shades ng mala Randy Santiago, bukod sa madilim ay wala pang grado ang salamin. Nyeta! Push! kakayanin to alang-alang sa pera. Werpa! One eye and all petmalu dre! The struggle is real mga lodi!

werpa

Yung pakiramdam mo na hindi mo matatapos tong contractual mong trabaho. Pero sayang ang pagkakataon na kumita ng pera. Kaya naman. Paminsan nakakaumay na ma-stress, tapos uuwi kanalang para matulog tapos pasok ulit. Yung pakiramdam mo na sa office kana nakatira. Ang lungkot friend.

philippines wins reina hispanoamericana 2017

Location: Bolivia

Number of candidates: 27

Pageant date: November 5, 2017 

Pageant edition: 27th 

Placement: Winner

Congratulations Teresita Ssen Marquez for Winning our first ever crown of Reina hispanoamericana . 

Congratulations to us the Philippines!!!!!

philippines, first runner-up in miss globe 2017

Nelda Ibe is First runner up in Miss Globe 2017

Congratulations Nelda ibe! Congratulations to us the Philippines!!!! Well, happy narin ako at least maski luto eh, Asian country parin ang nanalo.

Join ka parin ng ibang pageant Nelda Ibe, sayang ang beauty at skills mo! Join ka Miss Earth Philippines 2018!

philippines 2nd runner up in miss grand international 2017

Nasaan ang hustisya? at bakit 2nd runner up ang Philippines? Miss Grand Luto! Sumusunod sa yapak ng Miss World itong pageant nato'.

ph wins miss progress international 2017

Location: Puglia, Italy
Number of candidates: 19
Pageant date: October 20, 2017
Pageant edition: ?

Placement: Winner

Congratulations Mary Grace Jedaver Pancho Opingo for Winning our
first ever crown of Miss Progress International. .
Congratulations to us the Philippines!!!!! 

kun dikapanaman manalo ewan ko nalang

Kung dikapanaman manalo ewan ko nalang.

Will she be our first ever Miss Grand International 2017.

36th bday biatch!

Matagal ko na talagang gustong gumawa ng ganitong cake gamit ang whipcream na ni request koy kay Madam Pachuchay Lalaurie

Ocober 2, 2017

Salubong inuman with inday Sarah Pachuchay. Walang tulog nakainom.

7am- Nagsuka sa gilid ng farmers Market.

8am- Hinimatay sa MRT Cubao/ Salamat dun kay kuya Janitress for the water.

9:15- 1 hour 15 minutes late sa Orientation.

11:30- Lunch at SM Megamall

1:30- Nakatulog sa bus ng nakanganga.

2pm- Nakarating na sa bahay ni MamiT 

4pm- Grocery with Mami T and Tito ed

7pm- Dinner with Agustin Family.

8pm- Umuwi na with Blueberry cheese cake and brownies that Mami T baked.for me.

Salamat at nakasakay agad ako ng FX for the first time. Magcocolapse nako. Its my birthday pinagbigya ako.

What a day..what a birthday!

My personal predictions for this year's major pageants

My personal predictions for this year's major pageants:

Miss Universe: Philippines                                       VENUE: USA                NOV.26

Miss Earth:Venezuela/USA                                       VENUE: PHILIPPINES     NOV.4

Miss International: Mexico/Colombia                       VENUE: JAPAN              NOV.14

Miss World (Miss Lutong Macau ): CHINA/INDIA        VENUE: CHINA              NOV.18

Miss Grand International: Thailand/Puerto Rico        VENUE: THAILAND

Miss Supranational: Philippines                                VENUE: POLAND

philippines wins miss globe international 2016

Grabe sobrang ganda nya! Pasensya na medyo magulo ang information. Info from Pageants Fanatic of facebook.

"KFamilia Toni Alyessa Hipolito is the newly proclaimed Miss Globe queen! 

Last year, former Bb. Pilipinas candidate Toni Alyessa Hipolito was scheduled to compete for Miss Globe International. It would have taken place in Turkey but, as you know the war in Syria and the problems caused by this issue - terrorism which threatened Europe and the Mediterranean region - made it impossible to hold the event last year. But in a letter from Miss Globe International president Rasim Aydin to Toni Hipolito, he gladly informed the beauty queen that "you are going to be announced as the 90th Miss Globe International in Antalya, Turkey on October 21, 2017." Aydin further informed Hipolito that "on the gala night of the 91st Miss Globe International, you will hand over the crown to the next titleholder." Apparently, even if the pageant did not push through last year, the pictures of the contestants on the official website and social network account have not been removed and the likes to the posts exceeded 1,000,000 which prompted the beauty organization to select Hipolito as Miss Globe International 2016 Beauty Ambassador. Will Toni pass on the crown to another Filipina? Our delegate is Ina Patricia Gita, who was crowned as Jewel of the Philippines-Globe International last year. She will leave for Turkey very soon along with Hipolito who will be officially installed as the current titleholder. Don't mind the numbers (90th) preceding the pageant title because that is debatable. What is gratifying to know is, technically and officially, two Filipinas have won the crown - Maricar Balagtas (now Mrs. Ferdie Arciaga) in 2001 and Toni Hipolito. Miss Globe International must not be confused with the Miss Globe Pageant that was won by Ann Loraine Colis in 2015 and where Bb. Pilipinas-Globe International Nelda Ibe will compete soon, although the organizers of both pageants were partners many many years ago. The Miss Globe International 2017 finals will be held at the Eftalia Okyanus Hotel in Antalya, Turkey.

Congratulations Toni and all the best."

da bride

Yung habang nanood ka ng movie na " The Bride " online, tapos sinasabayan ng mga alulong ng aso sa neighborhood niyo, then you realize anniversary pala ng bagyong Ondoy. I live here in Provident Village. Ambilis ng panahon sobra.

out of the woods

Most of my life felt like I'm lost in the woods, but from time to time I found my self in the clear, only to find myself lost in the woods again.

Two years na pala since nung mag-hiwalay tayo. Grabe, ang bilis ng panahon. Parang kelan lang nang lagi mong pinapahirapan damdamin ko. I still feel that shit everytime you cross my mind.

disaster

Anu pabang pwedeng mangyari?...Tigas rin kasi ng ulo mo...Dikana nagtanda.

followed the wrong star

Made a wrong choice, pero inunahan ko na sarili ang ko na no matter na magkamali ako ay tatangapin ko to ng buong-buo. I promised myself that I will spend the very last of my remaining money to look for a job, mas pagsisihan ko na diko binigay lahat-lahat ng 201%.

Trabaho ang kailangan ko, wala ng iba.

Punyetang Medical yan, akala ko yun na.

ph wins first edition of miss nature intercontinental

Location: Poland

Number of candidates: 16

Pageant date: September 9, 2017 

Pageant edition: 1rst 

Placement: Winner

Congratulations Sarah Christine Bona for Winning the first ever edition of Miss Nature Intercontinental. Congratulations to us the Philippines!!!

patience- take that

My newly discovered favorite song!

At my age I have yet to master the art of being patient.

jobhunt 2.17

It's time na naman para maghanap ng trabaho. I'm still waiting for a call doon sa una kong inaplayan. I want that job kasi seasonal at madali yung account, sana tawagan ako...

Sana ibigay nalang sa akin... I really need the money to getby.

where does my heartbeat now 2016

peacock

Salamat at muli mo akong pinagbigyan, alam mo namang ikaw lang ang lagi kong hinahanap-hanap. Ang sarap sarap mo eh, alam mo yan. Sana maulit ulit haha.

To: Mhel XoXo

50 astigmatism

Sa wakas ay nalaman ko narin ang totoong grado ng aking nagiisang mata. Salamat Doc, sa sobrang saya ko ay dalawang salamin ang pinagawa ko at a very reasonable price. Yehey! Everything in HD!!!

ph wins next top model cycle 5

After 3 first runner ups, finally we won Asia's next top model cycle 5!

Congratulations Maureen Wroblewitz  for Winning . Congratulations to us the Philippines!!!

recovering ( alternative mix )

I really didn't like the original version. Thanks to this remix na-i-salba yung kanta.
I' m sorry but the original version is very dry.

you took my life

Kung meron man akong ayaw mangyari ay wag na sana tayong mag-Krus ng landas. Ikaw ang pinaka mahaba kong relasyon lasting for more or less 9 months. Hindi ko alam kung bakit nagtagal ng ganoon. Wala kang ginawa kundi babuyin ako at iparamdam sakin na ikaw ang sentro ng Universe. In short, napaka-walanghiya mo, pero natiis ko. Sa bawat pang-Gagago mo ay 10 times ang ganti ko, hindi mo lang alam. Natuto rin akong mag-enjoy on the side. Ayaw na kitang makita o makaalam ng impormasyon tungkol sayo. Your the worst person ever. I hope someday, matikman mo yung ang dose of your own medicine. Pero parang malabo, kasi your incapable of feeling emotion.

Hindi naman lahat ng ginawa mo sakin ay negative. Meron isang positive, Naging stronger ako. Stronger than ever before... You Motherfucker!

in another life

There is not a day na hindi ako nagsisi kung bakit ako naging kupal sayo, at biglaan kanalang iniwanan sa ere. Diko inakala na ikaw pala ang laging hahanap hanapin, laging aasam-asamin. Ikaw pala ang soulmate ko. Kung meron mang " In another life ", ay muli kitang hahanapin o kung may isang chance man akong gumamit ng time machine ikaw ang uunahin kong balikan. Hangang sa huling hininga ko. Ikaw ang laman ng aking mga pantasya. You have no idea sa labis-labis kong pagsisisi. Kung meron mang Another life ay sana ay magkatagpo ulit tayo. I would love to see you for one last time.

celine dion @met gala

ph wins miss asia pacific world 2017

Location: Ilo, Peru

Number of candidates: 54

Pageant date: May 28, 2017

Pageant edition: 7th 

Placement: Winner

Congratulations Beatrice Andrada for Winning . Congratulations to us the Philippines!!!

my heart will go on 2017

ph wins mr gay world 2017

Location: Maspalomas, Spain

Number of candidates: 20?

Pageant date: May 10, 2017

Pageant edition: 9th 

Placement: Winner

Congratulations John Raspado for Winning. Congratulations to us the Philippines!!!

the show must go on

how does a moment last forever

elizabeth clenci

I have high hopes that we will bag our first Miss Grand International this year.

Of all the winners of Binibining Pilipinas this year, Elizabeth Clenci is my favorite!

Go girl! Bring home the bacon!

binibini 24 dindi joy pajares

Naway masungkit ni Binibini #24 Dindi Joy Pajares ang isa sa mga major titles ngayong gabi!!!!!

Ang gaganda nilang lahat, may the best one win!

time after time

Mahirap man pero kelangan ng magsara ng pinto at mag move-on sa next adventure. Less than 3 months na pagod para sa pansamantalang pahinga. June na ulit ako maghahanap ng raket. As of the moment pahinga na muna ako this May. It's hard na iwan kayong mga Wavemates ko, pero kelangan na, kung alam nyo lang.

kaunting tiis nalang

Diko inakala na magtatagal ako dito ng ganito, konting tiis nalang, matatapos din. 

- Salamat Wooo, Salamat 29

celine dion and ellen

ruffa nava for binibining pilipinas universe '17

Binibini #26, Ruffa Nava is my bet for Miss Universe 2017.

ph wins mrs. grandma universe 2017

Location: Bulgaria

Number of candidates: 14

Pageant date: January 22, 2017

Pageant edition: 6th 

Placement: Winner

Congratulations Grandma Agnes Jakosalem for Winning . Congratulations to us the Philippines!!!

What a nice way of starting this year for Pinay beauties!

feb 13

Nagkataon naman na nung araw na nagkakilala at naging tayo ay siyang petsa ng unang araw ko sa trabaho, pagkatapos ng dalawang taon ng tunganga.

Maski matagal na tayong nag hiwalay ay ramdam na ramdam ko parin ang damage na ginawa mo sakin. Naway itong darating na Feb 13 ay maging blessing sa akin at maging magandang panimula sakin ngayong 2017.

Kelangan ko ng trabaho, kelangan ko ng pera. Them bills, bills, bills!

2016 still a phenomenal year for pinay beauties

Miss International: Winner/ Kylie Verzosa

Miss United Continents: Winner/ Jeslyn Santos

Miss Asia: Winner/ Trixia Maria Maraña

Miss Diamond of the world: Winner/  Christine Joy Picardal

Man of the year: Winner/  Karan Singhdole

Miss Grand International: First Runner-up

Miss Scuba International: First Runner-up

Miss tourism Metropolitan International: First Runner-up

Miss Global: First Runner-up

Miss Globe International: Third runner-up

Miss Universe: Top 6

Miss World: Top 5

Miss Intercontinental: Top 15

Miss Supranational: Top 25

Miss Earth: No Placement.

Five crowns and four first runner-ups! Plus placing in all major pageant except for Miss Earth.

This proves the we are a force to be reckoned with when it comes to pageants.

kosovo!!!!!

my final prediction for maxine medina

I have this strange feeling  na hindi nya masasagot ng maayos ang tanong sa question and answer portion with or without an interpreter. Ganoon paman full support parin ako sa manok natin na si Maxine Medina. Hindi biro na sumagot ng napakahirap na tanong within a few seconds lalo na kung kabado ka. Intindihin natin na grabe ang pressure na nararamdaman ni Maxine, kaya win or lose panalo ka parin. Sana ay husto ang paghahanda ni Maxine sa lahat ng possibleng itanong sa kanya. Naniniwala ako na magpa-pay-off lahat ng hardwork kung talagang pagtratrabahuhan.

my miss universe '17 favorites

I love this green gown for her! Sobrang bagay! I really don't like the idea of green in a pageant gown, pero ang ganda ng pagkakadala nya! She can carry any color! I Love it but I guess hindi to ang gown na susuutin nya sa pageant night.

Here are my favorites!

#1 Philippines: Of course siya ang manok ko, sino paba? She's the overall package. Maganda tindig nya, maganda lakad nya at maganda aura nya! I am praying na ma-ace nya yung Q&A portion and it's a sure back to back win.

#2 Venezuela: Insanely perfect body and I love her aura, surely siya ang pinakamabigat na makakalaban ni Miss Philippines.

#3 Malaysia: I love her aura and she's really pretty!

#4 Indonesia: I love her aura and beauty! It's time na masungkit na ng Indonesia and korona! Pero, she should work on her walk!

#5 Mexico: I love her, She reminds me of Shamcey Sup-Sup!

#6 Sierra Leone: Although her chances of making it to the first cut is very slim, I like her attitude and personality, They should give her a special award! She's really enjoying herself here in the Philippines.

#7 Thailand: She's really stunning pero diko masyadong gusto ang aura nya, parang ang lungkot, She should smile more!

#8 Australia: Maganda aura nya and she's really cute!

#9 Kosovo: Ang ganda nya!!!!

#10 Spain: Dyosa!!!!

maxine medina's final q.a

If ever our representative to Miss Universe 2017 reaches the top 6: I have a strange  feeling that Maxine Medina'ss final Q&A will be related to our President Duterte regarding extra judicial killings. Maxine should prepare for this question for it is is a very difficult one. Good luck to her and I hope that it would be a back to back! She's really perfect and I have high hopes that she will ace the final question!

cory quirino gave up miss world ph franchise

Yup, we all know why Cory Quirino gave up the Miss World Philippines franchise. Need not to say anything. What a waste, that we were robbed of the Miss world crown this year. I guess that Binibining Pilipinas will now handle who will represent our country in Miss World, with a one in a million chance of bagging a second crown. My Advice to Binibining Pilipinas is: First Runner up should be Miss International and Second Runner for Miss World or better yet just randomly choose amongst the thank you girls someone to represent our country in Miss World 2017.

philippines vs. venezuela

I have this strange dream that Venezuela and Philippines will be in the top 2 of this year's Miss Universe pageant. Both are very strong contenders and Of course I am hoping that it would be a back-to-back for us the Philippines! Miss Venezuela was not one of my favorites before but now she's one of my favorites, together with Thailand, Colombia, Malaysia to name a few.

Maxine Medina's Jeannie Mai Swimsuit is terrible and she should not wear that during the pageant, It's terrible and she will not make it to the top 10 for sure. Burn that swimsuit! It's unbearably ugly!

seklusyon ( movie )

Nakahabol pa! Wala akong masasabi sa pelikhulang ito, bukod sa napakaganda. The best indie film that I've ever seen so far.

fear and weakness

Photo taken at Quiapo church. Jan 3, 2017

Ngayong tapos na pension ko sa SSS, ay diko na alam kung saan na ako kukuha ng ipangtutustos sa sarili. I have bills to pay, like electricity, internet water and food. Hindi na kayang magtrabaho, hindi ko na alam kung ano ng pagkakakitaan ko. Napanghihinaan  na ako ng loob at natatakot. Gusto ko nalang magkulong dito sa kwarto ko habang buhay at ayaw ko ng harapin ang katotohanan na kelangan kon g magtrabaho. Ayaw kong umasa sa mga magulang ko for financial support.

Hindi ko alam, naguguluhan ako...hindi ko na alam kung ano ng gagawin ko.

the room

Kumakain kami ng lunch ng mabangit ng kapatid ko ang isang pangayayaring labis na ikinatakot nya.
Habang ako ay nasa bakasyon sa Bicol ay ito ang nangyari:

Isang gabi ay naiwan ang utol ko at pamangkin sa bahay. May bibilhin ang mag ama. Pag labas nila ng bahay ay tiningnan ng kapatid ko ang second floor ng bahay just to check if there is unnecessary lights na bukas. All clear lights out ang second floor.

Pag balik ng kapatid ko ay nagulat sya ng bukas ang ilaw ng isa sa mga kwarto sa taas, kwarto ng kapatid naming babae na nasa Bicol rin nung time nayun. Bago pumasok ng bahay, ay agad na kinontak ni Utol ang asawa nya, just to verify kung umuwi naba yung kapatid ko from Bicol. Hindi padaw sagot ng hipag ko. Naghinala kapatid ko na baka may magnanakaw.

Mga around 7 years ago ng nag commit ng suicide yung bestfriend ng kapatid ko na love interest rin nya. Eversince nung namatay na yung bestfriend nyang yun ay nagbago na ang kapatid kong babae, Naging malungkutin na sya at disconnected sa outside world.