immortality ( live )

This will be my final song for you, Black Rabbit.

You will always be remembered.

thru these tears

And you continue on hurting me...

I'm going to end this year heartbroken.

And it will go on 'Til I don't know when.

But, always do remember, there will come a time that,

It will be your time to hurt.

pinagtagpo ngunit hindi tinadhana

Yung sa sobrang ka-iiwas na magkasabay kayo sa pag-uwi ay aksidenteng nagkasabay. Pagsakay sa jeep ay nakita siya, siyempre plastic mode at tinabihan siya na as if walang nagaganap na iwasan, Tamang-tama ang patugtog ng jeep. " Pinagtagpo ngunit hindi tinadhana".

Parang yung muntik ko ng mapanalunan na **k. Nabunot ngunit hindi tinadhana.

Bakit ganun ang swerte kong masaktan.

Yung totoo?!

amazing **k

Year end party na nasa 5,000 katao ang dumalo, Pinaka unang nabunot ang pangalan ko sa raffle, samantalang ako rin Ang huling naghulog sa tambyolo. Muntik ko narin hindi hinulog dahil tinamad na ako, ngunit nahikayat ng isang ka-opisina.  Saktong kabababa lang nun para mag-yosi. Ng biglaan silang mag umpisa ang raffle. Sobrang swerte yet sobrang malas. The rule is pag wala dun, walang prize. Amazing talaga Sayang **k. Pera na naging abo pa.

it hurts so bad

Seeing him flirting with another guy, Seeing the other guy flirt back at him and showing extreme interest at him. Seeing there eyes dilate, As if they are going kiss each other any moment. I feel the chemistry is great. I know in my heart na magiging sila. They will move mountains. It is destiny and no one can stop them. I really want to be happy sa kanila. I know that's the only way na ma validate na malaya nako.

I feel extreme pain right now. Pain like any other. I just want to work and earn money.

Umpisa palang to. I have never been in this situation. I think I deserve to be in this situation. To learn to be stronger. This is really difficult. As of the moment, I have no idea how I will I surpass this. I have to act as normal as possible. I have to ignore them, But I really can't, especially when they are always around me.

This really hurts so bad.

I have to surpass this.

courage ( do you dare let me down )

Ang hirap, kung bakit kasi dapat pang mangyari to. Nananahimik lang naman ako sa isang sulok, ang hangad ko lang naman, eh kumita ng pera.

Ang hirap bes,

Sana ma over-come na kita Black Rabbit.

far behind

This song will always and forever remind me of you  My Black Rabbit.

It's really painful but you let my heart bleed love again.

You will be forever a scar in my heart.

I love you, maski hindi mo alam.

dear black rabbit

Gusto lang kitang yakapin ng mahigpit.... while tears race down my cheeks.... then finally let you go.

#daydream

courage 2.0.1.9

Parang kanta lang ng aking Queen Celine, na kahapon ko lang napakingan.

Na-sumakto naman sa sitwasyon ko ngayon.

Both sa trabahong pinangarap ko.

At sa taong tinitibok ng puso ko.

Sana manlang ay matira sakin maski yung trabaho lang.

I would need every drop of my remaining courage as of this moment.

- Courage, don't you dare fail me now.

Level of difficulty 8/10

Mas marami pa akong mga pagsubok na nalagpasan, malala pa dito. Kaya ko to'.

courage

baby v 2.0.1.9

I strongly feel that I have waited 38 years before I met you. Maski hinding hindi magiging tayo, ramdam ko na ikaw ang soulmate ko. Maski 20 years pa agwat ng edad natin.

This very special song will always remind me of you.

ph wins miss tourism international 2019

Location: Petaling Jaya, Malaysia

Number of candidates: 39

Pageant date: November 8, 2019

Pageant edition:  22nd

Placement: Winner

Congratulations Cyrille Payumo for Winning our 5th crown of Miss Tourism International . 

Congratulations to us the Philippines!!!!!

flying on my own

elle photoshoot 2019

rabbit

Ang sakit pala na hindi mo masabi sa isang tao kung gaano mo siya kamahal. Ang sakit na lagi kang nag-hohold back sa mga actions at sinasabi mo.

I've never felt so in love yet so heartbroken at the same time.

Gusto lang kitang mayakap ng mahigpit, please on time lang.

miss grand international 2019

This year Miss Thailand will win Miss Grand International. That's why they chose another country to host the pageant.

Well they deserve hahahaha!

imperfections

2019! Hail Queen Celine!

hello 20

Mag-iisang buwan na rin pala ng mag-simula ako dito sa bago kong kumpanya, Actually re-hire nila ako. 10 years ago pa nung naging emplyeyado nila ako. Pero i-kukunsider ko na to na 20th company ko. Eto kulelat sa stats, talo pa ng mga newbie/virgins. Laban lang. Eto na siguro ang pangatlo sa pinaka-madalaling account na na handle ko. Tulad ng dati, diko parin tiyak kung kelan ako magtatagal dito. Ang hirap kumita ng pera.

goodbye number 19

[01] Billboard Textron- 2006
[02] Epixtar+
[03] Sterling Global+
[04] E-PLDT Ventus+
[05] Transcom*
[06] Stellar+
[07] Sykes*
[08] Sitel*
[09] Results+
[10] HGS ( Hinduja )- 2011+
[11] WNS+
[12] Teleperformance+
[13] Telus*- 2013
[14] EGS- 2014
[15] IBEX*-2017
[16] 24/7*- 2017
[17] Convergys/concentrix- 2018 ( currently on training )
[18] enshored/ may 5-14 2019
[19] 24/7 INTOUCH- June-AUG 2019

Yung akala mo forever na, panandalian rin pala. Nakakadala mag-expect.

in the end 19th

I tried so hard and got so far...In the end it doesn't really matter.

Ginawa niyo akong Tank eh Marksman lang ako. Masyado kayong abusado.

Kung kaya ko lang talaga, magpapaabuso ako. Kaso grabe ang lupet. Stress 200%

Pati lunch ko ginagamit ko na, tapos mga OT  TY na dalawang oras. Tapos lalo niyo pang ginawang imposible yung trabaho. 

Ang lupit niyo!

mami t

Biglaan. Paalam Mami, alam ko na kung nasaan kaman, masaya kana. Free of all physical and emotional pain. Salamat sa lahat. Parang kelan lang, madalas tayong mamasyal at magkwentuhan ng kung ano ano under the sun. I admire your wisdom in general and you will always be someone that I would look up to. Sayang di manlang tayo nakapag bonding ulit. Goodbye for now...see you on the other side.

them so lucky

Yung sana sayo nalang binagay yung puwesto. Yung kay tagal mo nang inasam. Eto di alam kung kelan pa matatagalan. Laging din sinasabi sa sarili, andito kanama, make the most out of it.

......kapit lang.

Hangang kelan?

They are so lucky, maybe they deserve it more than I do.

flying on my own

I can't wait for Celine Dion's upcoming album!

Hail Queen Celine!

gazini ganados

I smell a back to back here. Wow Gazini Ganados is a Goddess!

Please please please let it be a back to back for Miss Universe!

the weakest link

Yung ikaw nalang lagi weakest link. Pero laban parin. Maski gaano ka kahina ang mahalaga ay isa ka sa pinaka hard working na individual sa room.

Laban lang hangang tangalin nila ako. Andito nako, make the most out of it.

There's no such thing as madaling  account.

19th job

This is my 19th job. Akala nung last na kumpanya ko na mahihirapan akong maghanap ng kapalit na trabaho. Ako paba. Pinaghirapan ko na makarating ako where I am now and I won't waste any opportunity. Thank you Lord and may you give me all the strength to survive the training. Alam niyo naman yung lagi kong hinihiling sa inyo-- Trabaho na hindi ko lalayasan. Trabaho na papakasalan ko. Trabaho hangang sa dulo ng huli kong hininga. Again, Thank you God and thank you to my new company for giving me the opportunity. I've heard na high end daw yung magiging office ko. 

rain- sarah geronimo

try everything

Yang pangako ko sa sarili ko na I would never give up. Maski na lagi akong hinuhusgahan. They don't know how hard it is. Hindi nila makita na whats important is I'm always trying hard and ding my very best. Gagawin ko na ngayun yung " It is important to be the hardest working in the room ". No amount of rejection can put me down.

one thousand and one percent

If everything goes well, ibibigay ko 1001% ko sa opportunity nato'. Ilalaban ko to hangang sa huling hininga at resources ko. Never say die. And any form of rejection cannot stop me . Ngayon paba na I made it this far to get here. Buong buhay ko na pinagdarasal to.

walton noodles

Yung after 8 days naterminate ka. I did my very best. Rest muna for a week then apply ulit. Mami-miss ko yung Walton noodles.

I believe may mas better waiting for me.

18th job

Well this is officially my 18th job. Sana ito na talaga.

Hindi parin ako nawawalan ng pag-asa.

philippines wins mr gay world 2019

Location: South Africa

Number of candidates: 

Pageant date: May 4, 2019

Pageant edition: 11th

Placement: Winner

Congratulations Janjep Carlos for Winning our 2nd crown of Mr. Gay World. . 

Congratulations to us the Philippines!!!!!

Wow! We are the champions when it comes to pageants!

something kinda funny

phillipines: first runner up in miss eco international 2019

Location: Cairo, Egypt

Number of candidates: ?

Pageant date: March 29, 2019

Pageant edition: 5th

Placement: First runner up

Congratulations Maureen Montagne for placing first-runner up. .

Congratulations to us the Philippines!!!!! Maski na halatang niluto, well whats new.

149

Sarap mo, sana mapadalas. Isa nalang kota na lol.

who do you think you are

mama

balenteyms

Shot mag-isa during Valentines day lol. #latepost

Hindi lahat ng single miserable lol.

mananahi

Ang sikretong hilig sa pagtatahi ng damit ng manikha. Bara-bara style. This one is for ken. Yung tela pumutol pako sa long-sleeve na ipapatahi ko soon. 

last time lover

lovething

two become one

say you'll be there

wannabe

philippines wins ms. tourism world intercontinental 2019

Congratulations Francesca Taruc for Winning our first ever crown of Miss Tourisn World Intercontinental. .Held in Nanjing China last January 8-9, 2019 

Congratulations to us the Philippines!!!!!

philippines wins ms. intercontinental 2018

Location: Manila, Philippines

Number of candidates: 85

Pageant date: January 26, 2019

Pageant edition: 47th

Placement: Winner

Congratulations Karen Gallman for Winning our first ever crown of Miss Intercontinental. . 

Congratulations to us the Philippines!!!!!

sailormoon forever pt 2

diplomat hotel ( baguio city )

Eto pa ang isang dahilan kung bakit babalik ako ng Baguio. Definitely on my bucket list!

prince charming

Ramdam na ramdam ko na gusto mo ako, sa mga tingin mo palang. At kinikilig ako tuwing ginagawa mo yang mga Da-Moves mo. Para kang prince charming right out of a fairytale book. Your looks can kill a princess and your hair is to die for. Pakiligin mo pa ako maski isang beses nalang please.

Nag-Awol nako. I always find myself daydreaming of you....
Hindi na kita makikita ulit. Sana manlang alam ko facebook name mo.

a new day has come ver 2.9

( MOA ) Manila Bay, January 1, 2019

Unwind lang, muni-muni, isip-isip ng mga plano ko for this year. Pinagiisipan ko rin kung mag-papahinga pa ba ako ng isang-buwan bago mag hanap ulit ng work. Di ko alam kung bakit ako nagmamadali. Kailangang ko rin ng pahinga na. Ang hirap mag-decide. As my favorite word goes... " Bahala na " lol.

I'm soo proud of myself for not buying that " Thing " na dinayo ko pa dito sa MOA. 

No more hoarding... for now lol.

I just wish na within this year mahanap ko na yung dream job ko.