immortality ( live )

This will be my final song for you, Black Rabbit.

You will always be remembered.

thru these tears

And you continue on hurting me...

I'm going to end this year heartbroken.

And it will go on 'Til I don't know when.

But, always do remember, there will come a time that,

It will be your time to hurt.

pinagtagpo ngunit hindi tinadhana

Yung sa sobrang ka-iiwas na magkasabay kayo sa pag-uwi ay aksidenteng nagkasabay. Pagsakay sa jeep ay nakita siya, siyempre plastic mode at tinabihan siya na as if walang nagaganap na iwasan, Tamang-tama ang patugtog ng jeep. " Pinagtagpo ngunit hindi tinadhana".

Parang yung muntik ko ng mapanalunan na **k. Nabunot ngunit hindi tinadhana.

Bakit ganun ang swerte kong masaktan.

Yung totoo?!

amazing **k

Year end party na nasa 5,000 katao ang dumalo, Pinaka unang nabunot ang pangalan ko sa raffle, samantalang ako rin Ang huling naghulog sa tambyolo. Muntik ko narin hindi hinulog dahil tinamad na ako, ngunit nahikayat ng isang ka-opisina.  Saktong kabababa lang nun para mag-yosi. Ng biglaan silang mag umpisa ang raffle. Sobrang swerte yet sobrang malas. The rule is pag wala dun, walang prize. Amazing talaga Sayang **k. Pera na naging abo pa.

it hurts so bad

Seeing him flirting with another guy, Seeing the other guy flirt back at him and showing extreme interest at him. Seeing there eyes dilate, As if they are going kiss each other any moment. I feel the chemistry is great. I know in my heart na magiging sila. They will move mountains. It is destiny and no one can stop them. I really want to be happy sa kanila. I know that's the only way na ma validate na malaya nako.

I feel extreme pain right now. Pain like any other. I just want to work and earn money.

Umpisa palang to. I have never been in this situation. I think I deserve to be in this situation. To learn to be stronger. This is really difficult. As of the moment, I have no idea how I will I surpass this. I have to act as normal as possible. I have to ignore them, But I really can't, especially when they are always around me.

This really hurts so bad.

I have to surpass this.

courage ( do you dare let me down )

Ang hirap, kung bakit kasi dapat pang mangyari to. Nananahimik lang naman ako sa isang sulok, ang hangad ko lang naman, eh kumita ng pera.

Ang hirap bes,

Sana ma over-come na kita Black Rabbit.

far behind

This song will always and forever remind me of you  My Black Rabbit.

It's really painful but you let my heart bleed love again.

You will be forever a scar in my heart.

I love you, maski hindi mo alam.

dear black rabbit

Gusto lang kitang yakapin ng mahigpit.... while tears race down my cheeks.... then finally let you go.

#daydream