Tuesday, October 11, 2011

tapangtapangan

Ilang araw lang makalipas mamayapa ng lola ng kaibigan ko ay humingi siya ng pabor na samahan ko siya sa bahay gawa ng naiiwan siya magisa sa bahay tuwing umaga.
Gawa ng mga alleged paranormal activities like flying objects ay nag nagsleep over ako sa kanila ay nakaranas ako ng mga mild na pagkalabit at dahil iniisip ko na tinatakot lang ako ni kumpare dahil magkatabi lang kami kasama lahat ng family niya
ay natulog kami sa iisang room sa takot nilang pagparamdaman. Elibs sila sakin dahil sa dalas ng pag cr ko ng disoras ng gabi. Elibs rin sila na malaya kong naiikot ang bahay ng walang kasama. Anjan narin ng maranasan kong malagpasan ang isang malamig na area sa bahay nila ng hindi sinasadya samantalang mainit ang temperatura sa buong bahay, hindi ko na ikinuwento sa kanila dahil ayokong makadagdag sa takot na pinagdadaanan ng pamilya ni kumpare. At ng kinompronta ko si friend kung siya yung ilang beses na kumalabit sakin hindi daw talaga siya at sa takot rin niya ay sa palagay ko na hindi rin niyang magagawang manakot pa. Pero who knows kung sino man yun. kakaiba rin ang pagkalabit dahil mild ito at malamig.

Sunday, October 9, 2011

solid harmony

HARMONY-SEEKING IDEALISTS are characterised by a complex personality and an abundance of thoughts and feelings. They are warm-hearted persons by nature. They are sympathetic and understanding. Harmony-seeking Idealists expect a lot of themselves and of others. They have a strong understanding of human nature and are often very good judges of character. But they are mostly reserved and confide their thoughts and feelings to very few people they trust. They are deeply hurt by rejection or criticism. Harmony-seeking Idealists find conflict situations unpleasant and prefer harmonious relationships. However, if reaching a certain target is very important to them they can assert themselves with a doggedness bordering on obstinacy.

Harmony-seeking Idealists have a lively fantasy, often an almost clairvoyant intuition and are often very creative. Once they have tackled a project, they do everything in their power to achieve their goals. In everyday life, they often prove to be excellent problem solvers. They like to get to the root of things and have a natural curiosity and a thirst for knowledge. At the same time, they are practically oriented, well organised and in a position to tackle complex situations in a structured and carefully considered manner. When they concentrate on something, they do so one hundred percent - they often become so immersed in a task that they forget everything else around them. That is the secret of their often very large professional success. Learn more about the Harmony-seeking Idealist at work ...

As partners, harmony-seeking idealists are loyal and reliable; a permanent relationship is very important to them. They seldom fall in love head over heels nor do they like quick affairs. They sometimes find it very difficult to clearly show their affection although their feelings are deep and sincere. In as far as their circle of friends is concerned, their motto is: less is more! As far as new contacts are concerned, they are approachable to only a limited extent; they prefer to put their energy into just a few, close friendships. Their demands on friends and partners are very high. As they do not like conflicts, they hesitate for some time before raising unsatisfactory issues and, when they do, they make every effort not to hurt anyone as a result. Learn more about the Harmony-seeking Idealist in love ...

Adjectives which describe your type: introverted, theoretical, emotional, planning, idealistic, harmony-seeking, understanding, peace-loving, sensitive, quiet, sympathetic, conscientious, dogged, complicated, inconspicuous, warm-hearted, complex, imaginative, inspiring, helpful, demanding, communicative, reserved, vulnerable.

Isa lang ang masasabi ko sa quiz na ito...Weh, dinga?

Monday, October 3, 2011

somethings up

I have a final interview on October 5. Pumunta lang ako at sureball na ang trabaho as my ex-officemate assures me of the position kasi promoted na siya, hangang ngayon ay pinagiisipan ko pa kung sisipot ako, may usapan kami na dapat hindi ko siya ipahiya and that I should stay for at least a year. Siyempre pag sumipot ako sa 5 ay dapat tuparin ko ang promise ko. Sabi ng bulsa ko go! Sabi ng pusot-diwa ko wag na.

Ayoko talaga dahil naiiyak ako everytime I force myself na pumasok sa trabaho na hindi ko naman kaya at gusto.

At this point magulong magulo utak at damdamin ko.
I wish to God na bigyan ako ng konting guide at tibay ng dibdib maski kaunti lang.

somebody's somebody

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Sunday, October 2, 2011

xhou

Fighting fish yung may bilog. Lumaki ako na addict sa mga hayop, 29 years of existence ay naalagaan ko na ata lahat ng hayop na domisticated at yung iba hindi, katulad ng ahas. Mula sa itik, manok, pato, pabo, daga...
Ngunit ang pinakamalupit ay ang chicken hawk at ahas. Nagkaroon narin ako ng fishpond noong grade 4. Adventurous rin kami ni utol nung bata pa kami ay nanghuli kami ng alupihan at sinubukan naming alagaan, nahuli kami ni uncle noon, humagalpak si uncle sa katatawa ng makitang nasa fishbowl ang pobreng alupihan (centipede, poisonous), habang nagkukumahog lumangoy ang alupihan ay hinihipan ni utol ito gamit ang isang straw ng sofdrinks, Para daw may Oxygen ito ang wika ni utol kay uncle.

Sa kasalukuyan ay ito ang mga pets namin:

2 Aso
4 lovebirds
1 Carp ( in my room )
5 fighting fish ( in my room all in separate containers )
2 guinea pig ( in my room )
2 common land turtle ( pagala-gala sa garden )
2-3 Mga pusa ng kapitbahay namin na laging tumatangay ng ulam.

Saturday, October 1, 2011

thirsty thirty

I'm turning 30 tomorrow, how time pass by I can still remember when I was 13 like it was yesterday..I remember yesterday the world was so young.." Is that you *****?" " Look at my mumps! " Lol!
I just can't believe that Hours from know I'm officially 30 WTF! Magiging Calendar boy na ako ( Mawawala na sa Kalendaryo )
Oh well I'm very happy because everytime that I tell my age no one believes me, I don't know if I should take that positively.
What the heck who cares. Wala akong wish ngayon birthday ko kasi wala namang nagkakatotoo sa mga winiwish ko, katulad ng manalo sa Lotto.
Hindi rin naman ako tumataya haha kaya paano nga naman ako magkakaroon ng chance manalo sa Lotto ( Stupid ) Kaya naman gusto
kong tumama sa Lotto ay para hindi na ako magtrabaho habang buhay, yun lang kasi ang bagay na makapagpapasaya sakin. Sadyang tamad talaga ako ( inborn )

Wala ring celebration dahil mahirap pa ako sa daga dahil narin sa katamadan ko. Magtatago muna ako. Magpapaluto lang ng pansit para humaba pa buhay.

Friday, September 23, 2011

angry birdee

Making things more difficult, how can someone love me if my bird is not capable of being angry anymore.Sa totoo lang finding love now is more than impossible,kung dati imposible, ngayon mas imposible dahil sa bayag ko. What the hell is happening with my body, why am I having erection problem? Hindi ko na alam kung ano ng nangyayari sa katawan ko. Hindi ko na alam ang gagawin ko. Na-discover ko ito ng mag-start na akong makipag hook up lately. Hindi ako dati ganito, laging angry ang bird ko dati ngayon ay para na siyang gulay. It seems that I am making fun of the situation but I am deeply feeling hopeless it seems na pinagbagsakan nako ng langit.