it hurts so bad

Seeing him flirting with another guy, Seeing the other guy flirt back at him and showing extreme interest at him. Seeing there eyes dilate, As if they are going kiss each other any moment. I feel the chemistry is great. I know in my heart na magiging sila. They will move mountains. It is destiny and no one can stop them. I really want to be happy sa kanila. I know that's the only way na ma validate na malaya nako.

I feel extreme pain right now. Pain like any other. I just want to work and earn money.

Umpisa palang to. I have never been in this situation. I think I deserve to be in this situation. To learn to be stronger. This is really difficult. As of the moment, I have no idea how I will I surpass this. I have to act as normal as possible. I have to ignore them, But I really can't, especially when they are always around me.

This really hurts so bad.

I have to surpass this.

courage ( do you dare let me down )

Ang hirap, kung bakit kasi dapat pang mangyari to. Nananahimik lang naman ako sa isang sulok, ang hangad ko lang naman, eh kumita ng pera.

Ang hirap bes,

Sana ma over-come na kita Black Rabbit.

far behind

This song will always and forever remind me of you  My Black Rabbit.

It's really painful but you let my heart bleed love again.

You will be forever a scar in my heart.

I love you, maski hindi mo alam.

dear black rabbit

Gusto lang kitang yakapin ng mahigpit.... while tears race down my cheeks.... then finally let you go.

#daydream

courage 2.0.1.9

Parang kanta lang ng aking Queen Celine, na kahapon ko lang napakingan.

Na-sumakto naman sa sitwasyon ko ngayon.

Both sa trabahong pinangarap ko.

At sa taong tinitibok ng puso ko.

Sana manlang ay matira sakin maski yung trabaho lang.

I would need every drop of my remaining courage as of this moment.

- Courage, don't you dare fail me now.

Level of difficulty 8/10

Mas marami pa akong mga pagsubok na nalagpasan, malala pa dito. Kaya ko to'.

courage

baby v 2.0.1.9

I strongly feel that I have waited 38 years before I met you. Maski hinding hindi magiging tayo, ramdam ko na ikaw ang soulmate ko. Maski 20 years pa agwat ng edad natin.

This very special song will always remind me of you.