apocalypse

Hindi lang nanganganib ang buhay ng mga Pilipino at mga tao sa buong mundo. Gawa nitong Corona-virus.

Pati narin trabaho ko. Hindi na ata ako mag tatagal.

Pinagdarasal ko na sana umabot pa ako hangang katapusan para sa sahod.

Bakit kaya ng normal na tao yung trabaho ako hindi ko kaya. Hindi ata ako normal. 

Natalo pa ako ng mga baguhan. 

to the moon and back

I guess it was destiny na makasama kita sa Valentines day. Tinadhana na. It's really amazing. I never see it coming, Never did it cross my mind. Because I was trying to avoid you. It's been more than two months since huli tayo nag-bonding. Salamat sa lunch date. Salamat sa bonding. Each moment na nakasama kita ay habang buhay kong maalala. I guess this is the closure na hinihintay ko. Although after that It still hurts so bad and it makes me want to cry in front of my working station. At the end of the day you belong to your soulmate and I know that *** is the best for you and forever will be. Your happiness means the world to me.

I promise myself to change the cycle. I have to. Like you, I want to be happy too.

I guess that's our end. It hurts like hell but that is the closure that I am waiting for.

I would just like to thank you from the bottom of my heart. 

And by the way, congratulations your engaged! 

I will forever be your supportive friend.

baby v

Ang hirap pala nung mahal na mahal mo yung isang tao. Lagi mo pang kasama. An sakit pala sobra na hindi mo ma -express yuung nararamdaan mo sa kanya. Ang sakit na kelangan mong itago ang tunay na nararamdaman mo sa kanya.

Bawal may jowa siya.
Bawal d kayo talo.

black lotus

Itinanim mo itong itim na buto sa puso ko, hindi ko inaasahan tutubo ito ang magbubunga nga itim na bulaklak na ang tangkay ay ubod ng tigas at kapal na napapaligiran ng matatalas na tinik. Ang mga marami nitong ugat ay binalot ang loob at labas ng puso kong dumudugo. 

Sa tuwing tatangkain kong bunutin ang itim na bulaklak ay labis ang sakit na idinudulot, Bakit ko hinayaan itong humantong sa ganito.

everywhere, everything

Binili ko na lahat ng material things that could possibly make me feel better. But, I still keep on thinking about you everywhere I go and everything I do. I know that this will take a very long time just to lessen the pain. I can surpass this.

Masakit parin sobra.

immortality ( live )

This will be my final song for you, Black Rabbit.

You will always be remembered.

thru these tears

And you continue on hurting me...

I'm going to end this year heartbroken.

And it will go on 'Til I don't know when.

But, always do remember, there will come a time that,

It will be your time to hurt.