return to innocence

I have decided to reset my life. I've been dwelling on negativity for almost my entire life.
I want to cure/heal my self. I don't ever want to dwell on the pain of the past again, I want to remove all the negative energy that consumed me all these years. I have realized that its time to move on. I want be happy on what I have rather than what I can have. There's really no need to rush. Whats important is the present and the simple things that I should be thankful for. Looking around me, I realized that I have everything that I ever needed. Good friends, A large family, My dogs and of course, God Almighty.