work b*tch

Ever since nagstart ako sa company na to ay nag fe-feeling dude na ako. From the clothes I usually wear, hangang
sa mga expressions ko. " Dude " " Wieww " at " Sheyt ". Lalo na ang hobby kong mag Magic The Gathering na hangang sa work station
ko ay lagi kong dala ang mga baraha ko open ang station ko sa kung sino man ang makipaglaban during breaks. Very likable
ako sa mga men of all sorts na lagi kong kainuman after shift. Well balanced daw ako at man with a few words. Funny rin ako with a kick of pagiging sira ulo.
occasionally and they think na strong ang personality ko. That's why it's never difficult getting along with anyone. I just feel so
normal, So in, So Existing but definitely invincible, but always keeping my self on the ground. So at peace with everyone although pa simpleng
mam-bully paminsan. I'm such a feeling dude.

a fairytale

Prep ako noon nung ma-In love sa " The Ugly Duckling ". Naging paborito ko itong fairytale at labis akong na-In love sa illustration at sa istorya nito.  I can still remember na ang Swan ang pinaka una kong pinag aralang iguhit hangang ma memorize ko ito. At least close enough sa actual nitong ilustration. I was very little then. Although I never really feel that I was ugly then. Maliit palang ako ay mahilig nako sa mga magagandang bagay. Kaya naman nabighani ako ng gansa at a very young age.

This might explain why I love beauty pageants so much.

it hurts so bad

Wala ng mas sasakit pa na makita mo ang iyong close friend na magkaroon ng love connection sa iyong ultimate crush.

It hurts so bad that your only choice is to turn around and walk away.

all this i should have known

Ngayon lang ulit ako na in-love ng ganito. Kung kelan patapos na ang training ay dun lang kita nakatabi. Ramdam ko ang strong connection natin. Hindi parin ako nag assume. Straight ang tingin ko sayo at hindi ko malamang malalaman ang mysterio na bumabalot sa pagkatao mo. Wala rin naman akong pakialam kung ano kapa basta ang alam ko highly attracted ako sayo. Alam ko na hindi na ulit kita makakasama hangang tingin nalang ako sayo sa office. May connection tayo yan ang naramdaman ko pero parehas tayong gumawa ng makapal na dingding para labis maintindihan ang isat-isa. Maraming signs ang dumating na hindi ko inexpect. Hindi ako naniniwala sa signs. Naniniwala lang ako pag mismong sa tao nangaling na.

Well I guess see you around, P ikaw ang Edward ng buhay ko.

Hold me one more time 
Hold me while we dance together 
Hold me now our love has gone 
We tried to talk to no avail 
We knew inside that this had failed 
With you, I could never say what lay within my heart 
With you, there was always something keeping us apart 
With you, I was never really sure-

All this I should have know- Breathe
Funny that I can imagine myself with you forever. But I know that it is impossible.