Saturday, June 24, 2017

you took my life

Kung meron man akong ayaw mangyari ay wag na sana tayong mag-Krus ng landas. Ikaw ang pinaka mahaba kong relasyon lasting for more or less 9 months. Hindi ko alam kung bakit nagtagal ng ganoon. Wala kang ginawa kundi babuyin ako at iparamdam sakin na ikaw ang sentro ng Universe. In short, napaka-walanghiya mo, pero natiis ko. Sa bawat pang-Gagago mo ay 10 times ang ganti ko, hindi mo lang alam. Natuto rin akong mag-enjoy on the side. Ayaw na kitang makita o makaalam ng impormasyon tungkol sayo. Your the worst person ever. I hope someday, matikman mo yung ang dose of your own medicine. Pero parang malabo, kasi your incapable of feeling emotion.

Hindi naman lahat ng ginawa mo sakin ay negative. Meron isang positive, Naging stronger ako. Stronger than ever before... You Motherfucker!

Friday, June 23, 2017

in another life

There is not a day na hindi ako nagsisi kung bakit ako naging kupal sayo, at biglaan kanalang iniwanan sa ere. Diko inakala na ikaw pala ang laging hahanap hanapin, laging aasam-asamin. Ikaw pala ang soulmate ko. Kung meron mang " In another life ", ay muli kitang hahanapin o kung may isang chance man akong gumamit ng time machine ikaw ang uunahin kong balikan. Hangang sa huling hininga ko. Ikaw ang laman ng aking mga pantasya. You have no idea sa labis-labis kong pagsisisi. Kung meron mang Another life ay sana ay magkatagpo ulit tayo. I would love to see you for one last time.

Monday, June 5, 2017

ph wins miss asia pacific 2017


Location: Ilo, Peru
Number of candidates: 54
Pageant date: May 28, 2017
Pageant edition: 7th 
Placement: Winner

Congratulations Beatrice Andrada for Winning . Congratulations to us the Philippines!!!

Wednesday, May 10, 2017

ph wins mr gay world 2017


Location: Maspalomas, Spain
Number of candidates: 20?
Pageant date: May 10, 2017
Pageant edition: 9th 

Placement: Winner

Congratulations John Raspado for Winning. Congratulations to us the Philippines!!!

Tuesday, May 2, 2017

elizabeth clenci


I have high hopes that we will bag our first Miss Grand International this year.

Of all the winners of Binibining Pilipinas this year, Elizabeth Clenci is my favorite!

Go girl! Bring home the bacon!

Sunday, April 30, 2017

binibini 24 dindi joy pajares


Naway masungkit ni Binibini #24 Dindi Joy Pajares ang isa sa mga major titles ngayong gabi!!!!!

Ang gaganda nilang lahat, may the best one win!

Tuesday, April 25, 2017

time after time


Mahirap man pero kelangan ng magsara ng pinto at mag move-on sa next adventure. Less than 3 months na pagod para sa pansamantalang pahinga. June na ulit ako maghahanap ng raket. As of the moment pahinga na muna ako this May. It's hard na iwan kayong mga Wavemates ko, pero kelangan na, kung alam nyo lang.

Thursday, April 13, 2017

kaunting tiis nalang


Diko inakala na magtatagal ako dito ng ganito, konting tiis nalang, matatapos din. 

- Salamat Wooo, Salamat 29

Saturday, March 4, 2017

ruffa nava for binibining pilipinas universe '17


Binibini #26, Ruffa Nava is my bet for Miss Universe 2017.

Tuesday, February 7, 2017

ph wins mrs. granda universe 2017


Location: Bulgaria
Number of candidates: 14
Pageant date: January 22, 2017
Pageant edition: 6th 
Placement: Winner

Congratulations Grandma Agnes Jakosalem for Winning . Congratulations to us the Philippines!!!
What a nice way of starting this year for Pinay beauties!

Thursday, February 2, 2017

feb 13

Nagkataon naman na nung araw na nagkakilala at naging tayo ay siyang petsa ng unang araw ko sa trabaho, pagkatapos ng dalawang taon ng tunganga.

Maski matagal na tayong nag hiwalay ay ramdam na ramdam ko parin ang damage na ginawa mo sakin. Naway itong darating na Feb 13 ay maging blessing sa akin at maging magandang panimula sakin ngayong 2017.

Kelangan ko ng trabaho, kelangan ko ng pera. Them bills, bills, bills!

Wednesday, February 1, 2017

2016 still a phenomenal year for pinay beauties


Miss International: Winner/ Kylie Verzosa
Miss United Continents: Winner/ Jeslyn Santos
Miss Asia: Winner/ Trixia Maria MaraƱa
Miss Diamond of the world: Winner/  Christine Joy Picardal
Man of the year: Winner/  Karan Singhdole

Miss Grand International: First Runner-up
Miss Scuba International: First Runner-up
Miss tourism Metropolitan International: First Runner-up
Miss Global: First Runner-up

Miss Globe International: Third runner-up
Miss Universe: Top 6
Miss World: Top 5
Miss Intercontinental: Top 15
Miss Supranational: Top 25

Miss Earth: No Placement.

Five crowns and four first runner-ups! Plus placing in all major pageant except for Miss Earth.
This proves the we are a force to be reckoned with when it comes to pageants.

Saturday, January 28, 2017

my final prediction for maxine medina

I have this strange feeling  na hindi nya masasagot ng maayos ang tanong sa question and answer portion with or without an interpreter. Ganoon paman full support parin ako sa manok natin na si Maxine Medina. Hindi biro na sumagot ng napakahirap na tanong within a few seconds lalo na kung kabado ka. Intindihin natin na grabe ang pressure na nararamdaman ni Maxine, kaya win or lose panalo ka parin. Sana ay husto ang paghahanda ni Maxine sa lahat ng possibleng itanong sa kanya. Naniniwala ako na magpa-pay-off lahat ng hardwork kung talagang pagtratrabahuhan.

Thursday, January 26, 2017

my miss universe '17 favorites


I love this green gown for her! Sobrang bagay! I really don't like the idea of green in a pageant gown, pero ang ganda ng pagkakadala nya! She can carry any color! I Love it but I guess hindi to ang gown na susuutin nya sa pageant night.

Here are my favorites!

#1 Philippines: Of course siya ang manok ko, sino paba? She's the overall package. Maganda tindig nya, maganda lakad nya at maganda aura nya! I am praying na ma-ace nya yung Q&A portion and it's a sure back to back win.

#2 Venezuela: Insanely perfect body and I love her aura, surely siya ang pinakamabigat na makakalaban ni Miss Philippines.

#3 Malaysia: I love her aura and she's really pretty!

#4 Indonesia: I love her aura and beauty! It's time na masungkit na ng Indonesia and korona! Pero, she should work on her walk!

#5 Mexico: I love her, She reminds me of Shamcey Sup-Sup!

#6 Sierra Leone: Although her chances of making it to the first cut is very slim, I like her attitude and personality, They should give her a special award! She's really enjoying herself here in the Philippines.

#7 Thailand: She's really stunning pero diko masyadong gusto ang aura nya, parang ang lungkot, She should smile more!

#8 Australia: Maganda aura nya and she's really cute!

#9 Kosovo: Ang ganda nya!!!!

#10 Spain: Dyosa!!!!

Saturday, January 21, 2017

maxine medina's final q.a

If ever our representative to Miss Universe 2017 reaches the top 6: I have a strange  feeling that Maxine Medina'ss final Q&A will be related to our President Duterte regarding extra judicial killings. Maxine should prepare for this question for it is is a very difficult one. Good luck to her and I hope that it would be a back to back! She's really perfect and I have high hopes that she will ace the final question!

Thursday, January 19, 2017

cory quirino gave up miss world ph franchise


Yup, we all know why Cory Quirino gave up the Miss World Philippines franchise. Need not to say anything. What a waste, that we were robbed of the Miss world crown this year. I guess that Binibining Pilipinas will now handle who will represent our country in Miss World, with a one in a million chance of bagging a second crown. My Advice to Binibining Pilipinas is: First Runner up should be Miss International and Second Runner for Miss World or better yet just randomly choose amongst the thank you girls someone to represent our country in Miss World 2017.

Tuesday, January 17, 2017

philippines vs. venezuela

I have this strange dream that Venezuela and Philippines will be in the top 2 of this year's Miss Universe pageant. Both are very strong contenders and Of course I am hoping that it would be a back-to-back for us the Philippines! Miss Venezuela was not one of my favorites before but now she's one of my favorites, together with Thailand, Colombia, Malaysia to name a few.

Maxine Medina's Jeannie Mai Swimsuit is terrible and she should not wear that during the pageant, It's terrible and she will not make it to the top 10 for sure. Burn that swimsuit! It's unbearably ugly!

Monday, January 9, 2017

seklusyon ( movie )


Nakahabol pa! Wala akong masasabi sa pelikhulang ito, bukod sa napakaganda. The best indie film that I've ever seen so far.

Thursday, January 5, 2017

fear and weakness

Photo taken at Quiapo church. Jan 3, 2017

Ngayong tapos na pension ko sa SSS, ay diko na alam kung saan na ako kukuha ng ipangtutustos sa sarili. I have bills to pay, like electricity, internet water and food. Hindi na kayang magtrabaho, hindi ko na alam kung ano ng pagkakakitaan ko. Napanghihinaan  na ako ng loob at natatakot. Gusto ko nalang magkulong dito sa kwarto ko habang buhay at ayaw ko ng harapin ang katotohanan na kelangan kon g magtrabaho. Ayaw kong umasa sa mga magulang ko for financial support.

Hindi ko alam, naguguluhan ako...hindi ko na alam kung ano ng gagawin ko.

Wednesday, January 4, 2017

the room

Kumakain kami ng lunch ng mabangit ng kapatid ko ang isang pangayayaring labis na ikinatakot nya.
Habang ako ay nasa bakasyon sa Bicol ay ito ang nangyari:

Isang gabi ay naiwan ang utol ko at pamangkin sa bahay. May bibilhin ang mag ama. Pag labas nila ng bahay ay tiningnan ng kapatid ko ang second floor ng bahay just to check if there is unnecessary lights na bukas. All clear lights out ang second floor.

Pag balik ng kapatid ko ay nagulat sya ng bukas ang ilaw ng isa sa mga kwarto sa taas, kwarto ng kapatid naming babae na nasa Bicol rin nung time nayun. Bago pumasok ng bahay, ay agad na kinontak ni Utol ang asawa nya, just to verify kung umuwi naba yung kapatid ko from Bicol. Hindi padaw sagot ng hipag ko. Naghinala kapatid ko na baka may magnanakaw.

Mga around 7 years ago ng nag commit ng suicide yung bestfriend ng kapatid ko na love interest rin nya. Eversince nung namatay na yung bestfriend nyang yun ay nagbago na ang kapatid kong babae, Naging malungkutin na sya at disconnected sa outside world.