Monday, November 7, 2011
this used to be my playground
Lately, every time I find myself in the middle of a crowded super noisy gimmikan, I ask myself, what the hell am I doing here? Nabibingi na ako, hindi nako nageenjoy, I find it a waste of time energy and money non the less it becomes extremely boring, although jampacked ng mga tao at mga pwedeng i flirt. I can still remember my early twenties, mid twenties and even the latter part of my twenties, i breath, feed, dwell on these places, but now I prefer staying at home. I come to the conclusion that maybe its just a phase or maybe tumatanda na ako talaga ako na I dont find these places uninteresting anymore, well I don't really know at this point, baka panandalian lang itong umay ko or maybe kailangan ko ng maghanap ng bagong paglilibangan.