Saturday, August 4, 2012
once in a blue moon
There are rare moments that I wake up in the middle of the night crying. I'm unconsciously crying during a dream. A bad dream that someone dear to me died or abandoned me. Under a fool moon, during these rare moments I often wonder in our garden, crying hard thinking that life is worth nothing without love and my spirit and body is longing for someone to love and someone to love me back,suddenly you feel extremely empty but at the back of my mind your mind is telling that you will never find someone because it's not meant to be. It's not written in the stars. These moments that I considered priceless because it only happens once in a blue moon.